5. My Recovery Plan - Part 4


I had forgotten to bring my remote to my surgery. I'm grateful the neuromodulation nurse was able to hook me up! 
How many girls out there can say they have a remote to their brain?

This device, helping in pioneering the way for all those with similar brain trauma everywhere! I hope this surgery can bring relief to someone else out there some day. 
For me, I expect it will completely change my life for the best.
I will finally live a normal life. I will be able to be fully present and in the moment for the first time in almost 30 years! I've been praying my whole life for this.
This is my miracle.

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